Chapter 103 : Christina Christina On Sunday morning before class, Sebastian and I lived out another one of his fantasies, running through the forest in wolf form and letting him hunt me. I haven't run that hard in a very long time and it felt great. It felt even better every time he caught me. Sex is different in our wolf forms and Sebastian's Alpha nature is more forward when he's in his wolf form, but then, so is mine.

The first time he caught me and his wolf mounted me, my wolf snapped and growled at him. He growled his dominance over us, biting the back of my neck until I submitted then proceeded to pump into me at Alpha wolf speed. The moment we finished, I took off running again. The second time he caught me, my wolf turned her head and began licking at his mouth, a sign of submission. He had rubbed his face against ours, and his thrusts were less dominant and more loving.

A couple of hours later, he took me to a place overlooking the forest below. We shifted and then he'd made love to me in human form. There were no other words for it. He had taken his time and the two of us clung to each other as we found our release together. There was no asking permission. There was no 'practice' involved. We were a man and a woman loving each other. And that had been extremely dangerous for my heart.

0.00 % ။ O 18:24 Chapter 105 Christina 288 Vouchers Afterward , he curls up behind me, so we could both look out over the forest in front of us. " What do you want to do with your life, Christina? Is this it? Is this, working at the Academy, what you want for your future?" Sebastian and I have had a lot of deep, difficult conversations about Dane, about Suzanne, but this felt much more personal. This isn't about one of us working through our issues.

"What I want and what I think I can have are not the same things," I tell him honestly. "Why don't you tell me what you want first and then tell me what you think you can have," he says, caressing my hip while we talk. The touch just adds to the intimacy of the moment. He's not getting me worked up again, he just wants to touch me. He's propped up behind me, resting his head on his hand so when I turn my head, I can look into his eyes. "I want what most people, most wolves, want.

I want a mate, pups, a home, a life," I say shrugging. "And you don't think you can have that?" he asks, leaning forward to press his lips to my shoulder. "I think that the older I get, the less likely it is for me to have that. I know I'll always have a place in Dane's pack but without my own family, it just feels hollow.

I stand by month after month watching as others find their mates, watching as they have and raise their pups together, going to see family who live in other packs, celebrating important days together. I want those things.

I don't want to have to live my life as an observer of others who have the life that I want, but I don't know how to change that." 17.09 % 18:24 Chapter 103 : Christina "You know , working the Train is counterproductive to you achieving those goals," he says, raising an eyebrow. 288 Vouchers "I know. But at twenty-six, I needed something more than being the Alpha's little sister." He opens his mouth to reply, but I beat him to it.

"Before you respond, I understand now that it's probably not how anyone else saw me, except me. But it doesn't change the fact that I'll be twenty-nine this year and I still haven't found my mate." "Have you never met someone who you'd be willing to take as a chosen mate?" he asks me. Tricky question, since Sebastian has been starring in my dreams lately, cast as my leading role for love interest and future father of my children.

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"At this point in my life, my choices are widows, pups, or young Alphas. While I adore Tyler and Ezra, I'd never be able to live with either one of them. None of the other young Alphas that I' ve met in the last two years even came close to sparking an interest in me. And pups are pups. So, no." "What about the widows?" I look at him over my shoulder again, his eyes dark and intent on me. "Most, if not all of them, can't get past their first mate." He leans forward again and kisses my shoulder.

"James and Sylvie have." "They're not mated. They're companions who love each other. They haven't taken the step to make it official. If they had, she wouldn't be in the sex class as anything but an instructor. I want 37,46% C 18:24 Chapter 103 Christna 288 Vouchers more than that in my life. I want the commitment. I want forever . " "Being a mate, being a mother, means that you would have to set down roots somewhere," he says. "Yes.

If I ever found him, perhaps we could spend some time in his pack and Dane's. I'd like my pups to grow up with their cousins, even if they are considerably older. Even if we spent the majority of our time in another pack, as long as I got to see Dane and his family several times a year, I'd be okay with that. It' s not like I see him all the time now." Because this is getting very personal, I turn the conversation around.

Thankfully, Sebatian and I have the kind of relationship that's give and take, not one-sided on either side. "What about you, Sebastian. Is this what you intend to do with the rest of your life? Be an instructor?" "You know, in the four years that I've been here, I was so focused on healing and finding a new purpose in life other than being an Alpha, mate and father, that I've never really given much thought to what the future might hold for me.

I'm content here, so I haven't done any soul searching, at least not until this şemester. You've given me a lot to think about. Us, this," he says, moving his hand between us, "has made me reconsider what I want in the future." "And what do you want?" I ask him, my stomach clenching as I wait for his response. "I'm not exactly sure yet. I think, just like you and the other. young Alphas, I'm still working through it. What kind of life could I have? Could I truly be happy again?

Does that make what I had 55.72% ||| O 18:24 Chapter 103 : Christina 288 Vouchers with Suzanne any less than it was at the time? Those are the questions that have been spinning around in my head." "Well, I can't speak for the other questions, and obviously I never found my fated mate, but I think if Suzanne loved you as much as you loved her, she'd want you to be happy. Finding love again doesn't make what you had with her any less important or powerful than it was.

To me, it just means that you still have the capacity to love and be loved." He leans forward and kisses me, softly at first, then deepens it before rolling over me and sliding inside me again. This time together feels even more intense after our conversation. It makes me wonder if he's thinking about the future with me the way that I'm thinking about it with him. But the new context of where would we live, what would I do with my life, gives me a lot of food for thought.

"Thank you for today," he says, when we finish. He's still deep inside me, resting on his elbows as he looks down at me, brushing the hair away from my face. "Every time I'm with you, I feel happy. This semester is changing me as much as it's changing you, Christina." I hold my breath, waiting for more, but instead, he grabs his phone.

"And it's time I get you back or Sylvie will have my balls." I laugh as he pulls out me, kissing me once more before we shift and race back to the Academy where we left our clothes. I race upstairs to shower quickly before reporting for lunch duty, but my mind flits back to our conversation. What does it mean that Sebastian is changing this semester? Does it mean … does it mean there might be a chance for us?

75.89% 18:24 Chapter 103 Christinar 1288 Vouchers There's much too much hope in that thought, so I push it down. If I let this relationship or whatever it is start to take up space in my head, I won't be able to concentrate on this semester. But when this semester is done… What then? Chapter 104: Sebastian 288 Vouchers Chapter 104 : Sebastian